<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067</id><updated>2011-07-28T11:02:52.704-04:00</updated><title type='text'>No Access to Health Treatment</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>32</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114706134974248223</id><published>2006-10-31T12:08:00.114-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T14:11:59.062-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Welcome</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;chilee blogs updated October 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;- Jan./09 - From The International Journal Health Finance and Economics&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #006600;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://living-with-gastroparesis.googlegroups.com/web/US+healthcare+costs+%26+rankings+compared+to+Canada+%28SPITHOVEN+-+Int.+Journal+Healthcare+Finance+Economics+2009%29.pdf?gda=YkfbR6kAAAAPyDfTBpVWPNSz1SRqdC5eGwiVgE5Ygun1LQO75EQ22BvDeRmE__Is_kJvvmYJh1EtY2ZqIFW16v0eASSbokhr2UTZYRjmHQkAW7CXXuegCamLy5nx1YMYxt9t_dAu17gJwaKwgev67ms5PqV6t2N2RKceRCERXkfFyP_qONVt8wPWOLmA91aqazcXlG2OGYt81bpv2goiqPkoxN-pcN-Ucmf9IyrlCQrIDEF3LElxzg"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #006600;"&gt; Health Care Expenditure and Outcome Rankings - U.S. v. Canada &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;New visitors start&lt;span style="font-size: 180%;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/i-need-new-pacemaker-i-need-it-now.html"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 130%;"&gt;here&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, then browse around the sidebar to get the whole story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://groups.google.ca/group/living-with-gastroparesis/web/Starved%20of%20Cure%20by%20Red%20Tape.pdf" style="color: #ff9900;" target="_blank"&gt;Download&lt;/a&gt; a copy of the article by Janice Mawhinney (Toronto Star, Oct. 13, 2006)...follow the &lt;a href="http://groups.google.ca/group/living-with-gastroparesis/web/Starved%20of%20Cure%20by%20Red%20Tape.pdf" style="color: #3333ff;" target="_blank"&gt;link&lt;/a&gt; and click on the &lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #6633ff;"&gt;New Link in the New Window&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #333333;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;October 2009&lt;/span&gt; - &lt;a href="http://cbs13.com/health/pacemaker.nausea.food.2.1262929.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;GES Patient in Miami&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;Sept. 2009 &lt;/span&gt; - &lt;a href="http://triangle.bizjournals.com/triangle/stories/2009/09/07/daily11.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;Metozolv ODT Approved by FDA&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note: Metoclopramide is on the FDA's Warning List.  The drug has serious side effects and may be linked to several patient deaths.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;August 2009 - &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://triangle.bizjournals.com/triangle/stories/2009/07/27/daily5.html"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;TZP102 Gets FDA Fastrack &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;June 2009 - &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.modernmedicine.com/modernmedicine/Endocrinology/DDW-Mechanism-of-Diabetic-Gastroparesis-Explained/ArticleNewsFeed/Article/detail/601273?contextCategoryId=40137"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt;Carbon Monoxide Reverses Gastroparesis in the Lab &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #ff6600;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #990000;"&gt; 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I was diagnosed with idiopathic gastroparesis in 1994. I had a GJ tube inserted and received nutrition and medication via continuous feeds using the Kangaroo-Backpack Enteral Pump. I had tried every medication/treatment available. Tube feeding was my only option. I was 27; my son was 4; my daughter was 3; my husband was (still is) supportive and an inspiration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We agreed to live the best life we could regardless of the medical situation. And every day I strapped on this backpack, hooked up the tubes, took the kids to daycare, went to work, picked the kids up, played at the park....lived life the best we could.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In 1996 I participated in a study to assess the efficacy of Gastric Electro-Stimulation therapy. It uses an implantable programmable device with leads connected to the stomach to simulate gastric motility. I was the first in Canada to receive this type of therapy. It's a pacemaker for the stomach and it worked!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got my life back. My children got their mother back. My husband got his wife back. Life was great!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In October 2004, the pacemaker had to be removed because of serious chronic post-surgical infections. Immediately, the symptoms from the gastroparesis returned: continuous nausea, daily episodes of vomiting, unable to keep even the most elemental/simple foods down, weight loss, muscle-wasting...you get the idea. It's terrible.&lt;br /&gt;I now receive all my nutrition via IV (Parenteral Nutrition). It takes 10 hrs to complete the therapy. I infuse medication intravenously each day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need a new pacemaker and I need it now!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gastric Pacing Therapy is not an insured service through my provincial health plan. I was advised last year, by GI to begin a campaign to pressure the provincial health ministry to add gastric pacing to its list of insured services. So I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More than 100 letters were sent to the Minister, MPP's, opposition critics and Admin at the Hospital. Over 500 postcards were mailed to the Minister's office. Each explained the need to insure the service so that I may have a significantly improved quality of life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spoke with directors and chiefs at the Ministry several times each week. And then,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We were denied by the Ministry. I received a letter that explained to me that Gastric Pacing Therapy is still considered experimental. It is not recognized by the province as medically necessary, nor the most appropriate treatment for gastroparesis.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And yet it is both medically necessary and the most appropriate treatment for intractable gastroparesis like mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113042441624282155?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113042441624282155/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113042441624282155' title='17 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113042441624282155'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113042441624282155'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/i-need-new-pacemaker-i-need-it-now.html' title='I Need a New Pacemaker I Need it NOW'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>17</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113855087890131891</id><published>2006-10-27T10:11:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2007-05-04T20:06:20.560-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Living With Gastroparesis Isn't Really Living At All</title><content type='html'>I've struggled with this posting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe it's because I prefer to focus on what I &lt;em&gt;can&lt;/em&gt; do, rather than what I can't do. Maybe it's because it's just so personal. Maybe it's because this one page is forcing me to be honest with myself about the limitations and misery we tolerate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, I think that's probably it. It's not that I deny being sick. But I try to deny the magnitude of its negative impact.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To look at me is to see someone who's fine. Sometimes I'm a little green, but really, I'd say, I just look normal. I don't look like I used to, but otherwise unremarkable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'd like to say that I manage my tasks based on how I feel, but I know that's not true. I have learned to incorporate the symptoms of my disease into my day. I am a better actor today than a year ago, for sure. I fake it. If I look normal, shouldn't my life &lt;em&gt;be &lt;/em&gt;normal?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I pretend that it doesn't bother me to have an IV pole and pump in my room. A tower of supplies, syringes and saline. The alcohol in the dining room is in swabs, not bottles. Medication bags in the vegetable crisper. Of course, I prefer being treated at home, rather than in hospital. I'm grateful to have at least that much independence. Receiving Home PN puts limitations on our lifestyle, but is less restrictive to our lives. It's all relative.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's the gastroparesis that interferes. The fact that sometimes I must excuse myself, throw up, then go back to what I was doing. There's no delicate way to put it. That's what happens. Now you know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It makes other people uncomfortable that I don't eat. Not in here, our home, the four of us; but out there in the world where the community reveres food. Food is social.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our quality of life is continually challenged. Physically, socially, emotionally. If I know that I need to be 'well' for a specific event, then I work to be that. I will organize my day around infusing medication at &lt;em&gt;just the right time&lt;/em&gt; to have the maximum effect. I do what I can to minimize the opportunities that might aggravate the symptoms from gastroparesis. Sometimes that works.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have very limited control over feeling worse, and no power to feel better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just makes it more ridiculous that a gastric pacemaker is not an available treatment for me. For 8 years, we didn't play this game of Survivor. The pacemaker controlled the symptoms of my gastroparesis.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With conscious effort I steer myself, my body, and my emotions through each day. And when you ask, I'll tell you that I'm fine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113855087890131891?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113855087890131891/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113855087890131891' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113855087890131891'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113855087890131891'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/living-with-gastroparesis-isnt-really.html' title='Living With Gastroparesis Isn&apos;t Really Living At All'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113639288658594350</id><published>2006-10-27T10:10:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-02-24T13:57:45.100-05:00</updated><title type='text'>This is What My Life is Like</title><content type='html'>I'm not looking for sympathy. That's not what this is about...but this is what my life is like; and it's not easy. For any of us. I don't know how I'm going to be feeling minute to minute, hour to hour, day to day. I can't predict it or control it. That makes it hard on the people around me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chronic nausea is misunderstood.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m not talking about an upset stomach. I’m talking about the type of nausea where you aren’t comfortable talking or opening your mouth at all. You can’t lie down, because it makes it worse. It’s difficult to move around, you feel&lt;em&gt; that&lt;/em&gt; unwell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is highly variable. I know that if I’m too active, the nausea increases. I know if I drink too quickly or too much, the nausea will get worse. Too warm, too cold, or just tired. There are plenty of triggers. I listen to my body and try to make adjustments according to the cues it gives me. But there are still those unexpected bouts. Those instances that can't be explained by level of activity, oral intake, dehydration, etc. It is exhausting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have to contend with random episodic vomiting. Unpleasant. Distasteful. Terrible. Horrible. Punishing. It wears me down. My body has yet to understand the concept of timing. As in, if you’re really going to be unwell, some circumstances are better than others.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pain. There’s the burning pain in my stomach. There’s the abdominal pain. The neuropathy in the hands, legs, feet. Funny how it all just became a part of my day. And new pains that emerge. These usually indicate a complication and require more attention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The time. The cost of time. The time it takes to prime an IV line. The time I spend infusing. TPN. Extra Hydration. Deliveries. Home Nursing visits. What time is it? Time to take a bag out of the fridge. Not just my time, either. Having gastroparesis means I consume a lot of other people's time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The worry. That I have and the stress this disease brings to John, Andrew, Jessica and our extended family. The anxiety from the uncertainty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can’t just shut everything down. Close the doors, turn off the lights and go to bed. First, it’s not my nature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Second, the choices I make have a direct effect upon those around me. We did not choose this for our family, but we will do what we can to live our lives with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Third, there are things to be done, places to go, people to see, lives to be lived. Life goes on and people move along their paths. It’s important that people, places, and activities that were elements of our life when I was well are included in our days still. To exclude them is to admit defeat to the disease.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Remaining active and involved gives me hope that I may once again engage in life more fully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113639288658594350?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113639288658594350/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113639288658594350' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113639288658594350'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113639288658594350'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/this-is-what-my-life-is-like.html' title='This is What My Life is Like'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-116049147839852678</id><published>2006-10-25T10:43:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2006-10-27T20:01:52.593-04:00</updated><title type='text'>TPN in Real Time</title><content type='html'>&lt;table style="WIDTH: 100%; HEIGHT: 292px" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="3"&gt;&lt;caption align="top"&gt;One Day &lt;p&gt;(by the book)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/caption&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Action&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hours Used&lt;br /&gt;(Original Protocol)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hours Remaining&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hours Used&lt;br /&gt;(New Protocol)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;Oct/06&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;New Hours Remaining&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;24&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;TPN Nutrition&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;10&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;14&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;10&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;14&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Additives,Priming,Flushing&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;13.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;13.5&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Medication (3 intervals)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;2&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;11.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;4&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;9.5**&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Priming, Flushing&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;11&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;9&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hydration&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;6&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;4&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Priming,Flushing&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;5.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;3.5&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;School Carpool&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;1&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9ec;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;4.5&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;2.5*&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9ec;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;1.0&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Normally, TPN is infused over 12 hours. Luckily, Suzanne and I have an agreement at 10 hrs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;* Other Driver unable to drive until further notice&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;** Based on &lt;u&gt;No Pre-Meds&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;table style="WIDTH: 333px; HEIGHT: 175px" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="3"&gt;&lt;caption align="top"&gt;Other Regular Activities&lt;br /&gt;(if each occurs alone) &lt;/caption&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Action&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hours Used&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Hours Remaining&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;New Hrs. Remaining&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9ec;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;4.5&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9ec;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;1.0&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drive after-school&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;1.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;3&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;incl.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Any day Jess plays hockey&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;3&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;1.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;- 2&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;Nursing Visit&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;1&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;3.5&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="middle"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffff33;"&gt;0&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;At the end of this month Andrew will have the pins removed from his wrist. We'll make room for some physiotherapy and his sports.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-116049147839852678?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/116049147839852678/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=116049147839852678' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/116049147839852678'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/116049147839852678'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/tpn-in-real-time.html' title='TPN in Real Time'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113762149410631038</id><published>2006-02-02T12:09:00.027-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T12:19:01.082-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Simple Math</title><content type='html'>&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Cost of Pacemaker for 1 patient&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="right"&gt;$40,000&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Cost of TPN for 1 patient&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;$800/wk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Weeks On Home PN ( to 10/22/09)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;262 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="right"&gt;209,600&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Additional Cost to OHIP to treat with home PN instead of Pacing Therapy (excluding Dr. visits, Clinic follow-up, diagnostics, lab tests, social cost, etc.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="right"&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;($169,600)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the article&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Is gastric electrical stimulation superior to standard pharmacologic therapy in improving GI symptoms, healthcare resources, and long-term health care benefits?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;Published in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Neurogastroenterology and Motility&lt;/u&gt;, Volume 17, Number 1, February 2005, pp. 35-43(9)&lt;br /&gt;Authors: T.F. Cutts, J. Luo, W. Starkebaum, H. Rashed, T. L. Abell.&lt;br /&gt;Published by: Blackwell Publishing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We conclude that GES is more effective in improving long-term GI symptoms and costs, and decreasing use of healthcare resources than intensive medical therapy, in this sample of patients with the symptoms of GP followed for 3 years."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113762149410631038?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113762149410631038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113762149410631038' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113762149410631038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113762149410631038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/simple-math.html' title='The Simple Math'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114467889112212767</id><published>2006-02-02T10:20:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-09-26T10:32:04.816-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Advanced Math</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;Quality Adjusted Life Years (QALY) is defined as a year of life adjusted for the value/quality of life during that year. A year of perfect health carries the full weight of 1.0. A year of poor health has a reduced weight. The reduction corresponds to the discount in the quality of life experienced by the patient. QALY is used in conjunction with Life Years Saved (LYS) to measure the cost-effectiveness of a therapy. A low cost-effective ratio indicates a cost-effective therapy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A QALY factor of 1.0 represents perfect health and 0.5 represents bed-ridden, according to Webster's New World™ Medical Dictionary. Based on that, my own QALY factor is somewhere between 0.5 and 1.0. I estimate it to be 0.68. That is to say, my quality of life is 32% less than perfect.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the U.S. the following values have been established when considering adding new treatments and technologies to Medicare :&lt;br /&gt;•highly cost-effective: less than $20,000 per LYS&lt;br /&gt;•relatively cost-effective: $20,000 - $40,000/LYS&lt;br /&gt;•borderline: &gt;$40,000 - $60,000/LYS&lt;br /&gt;•expensive: &gt;$60,000 - $100,000/LYS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I could use this page to calculate the change in quality of life and the rate at which LYs are saved to demonstrate the cost-effectiveness of gastric pacing therapy. It would be an opportunity to use some things I learned in Dr. McCready's fourth-year economics class, but it's very dull stuff.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The simplest fact is, &lt;u&gt;the cost of treating a patient with Enterra™ Therapy falls within the range of Relatively Cost-Effective based on the U.S. Guidelines if the patient gains just 1 Life Year. &lt;/u&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;A $40,000 investment by the Ministry of Health now, would return me to 0.9 QALY (nobody's perfect). In terms of incremental savings, re-inserting the gastric pacemaker pays for itself in less than 1 year. In terms of quality of life indicators, it represents an immediate 25% improvement with additional incremental improvements in less than 1 year. We already know that these improvements are long-term...8 years, for sure; longer if I hadn't had problems with that infection!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;It really would be absurd, ridiculous and illogical for OHTAC to deny the application and prohibit my doctor from providing the best treatment available for my disease.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114467889112212767?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114467889112212767/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114467889112212767' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114467889112212767'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114467889112212767'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/advanced-math.html' title='Advanced Math'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115258203159306607</id><published>2006-02-02T10:11:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-10-10T13:06:46.613-04:00</updated><title type='text'>A Gastric Pacemaker To Go</title><content type='html'>If it was only about the money, we would've organized a campaign a long time ago to pay for a pacemaker. I'm creative. I know some people. We would have come up with something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The &lt;em&gt;right&lt;/em&gt; referral to the &lt;em&gt;right&lt;/em&gt; specialist at the &lt;em&gt;right&lt;/em&gt; centre and $40- 50,000 in non-sequential bills doesn't necessarily resolve this for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's not that simple. I'm at the right centre. I've got the motility Specialist. The technical expertise is available. The desire is at hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An important element of GES treatment involves maintenance and follow up. Longitudinal care.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am a complex patient with a complex care plan. Traveling to the U.S. or another center to have a new pacemaker inserted is just not practical. Besides the costs and risks associated with the procedure, I would become an orphan again at home in Ontario.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you need care or assistance, it's no good being an orphaned patient. A stray. The patient the docs here would take care of just because I kept coming around.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's what I feel like. Like the stray cat Heavy, scratching at the door until the paint peels, hoping that the next time the door opens, there will be something for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115258203159306607?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115258203159306607/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115258203159306607' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115258203159306607'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115258203159306607'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/gastric-pacemaker-to-go.html' title='A Gastric Pacemaker To Go'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113829829534486073</id><published>2006-02-01T10:10:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-13T14:08:00.498-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Chronology</title><content type='html'>&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/chronology.html#bottom"&gt;Jump to Today&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fall 2003&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Developed Small Intestine Obstruction.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Winter 2003-04&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Met with Surgeon.&lt;br /&gt;Pacemaker Eroded through skin.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Spring '04&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Surgery to remove adhesions and Renovate/Relocate Pacemaker.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;May-&lt;br /&gt;Oct 04&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Aggressive Antibiotic treatments do not resolve infections at Pacemaker Site/Leads. &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Debridements Performed; Level of infection monitored.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Health continued to deteriorate. Continued to lose weight. Became malnourished.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;October 2004&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Pacemaker Removed. Advised that I could have one reinserted in the future. Parenteral Nutrition (TPN) started.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;January 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;GI got optimistic. Developing business plan to present to Admin to secure funding to support GES Therapy for patients with severe gastroparesis.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;April 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Advised to contact MOH to have Gastric Pacing Devices listed as an insured service.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;June 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Letters went out! Let the money start rolling in! &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;July 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Received letter from MOH Hospitals Division denying funding for Gastric Pacemakers.&lt;br /&gt;Contacted the manufacturer of the device for assistance/direction.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;August 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Letter sent to the hospital (June) was acknowledged. I was advised that it's a complicated situation and they would be meeting to discuss Gastric Pacemakers for patients with severe gastroparesis.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;September 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Advised that the hospital would review the potential to allocate funding to Gastric Pacemakers once the device is assessed approved and by OHTAC.&lt;br /&gt;Advised that the application is in to OHTAC.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;October 2005&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Letter sent to hospital Admin (June) acknowledged. &lt;em&gt;Gist: Understand that they are undergoing organizational changes, please be patient.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;January 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;The application went to OHTAC. The hospital's position regarding funding hasn't changed. There is also an application being reviewed in Alberta. &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Funding approval in Alberta may help influence decision in Ontario.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;If Ontario approves it, then it's back to the hospital to allocate some funding.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;February 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Well, the application is waiting for a signature and &lt;em&gt;then&lt;/em&gt; it will go to OHTAC.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;March 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Really, the application went to OHTAC. I mean it. No report issued from OHTAC yet.&lt;br /&gt;Alberta's Heritage Foundation is reviewing GES Therapy.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;April 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Preliminary review done. OHTAC is assessing Gastric Electric Stimulation. Go to&lt;a href="http://www.health.gov.on.ca/english/providers/program/mas/tech/under_review.html" target=" blank"&gt; OHTAC &lt;/a&gt;'s site. &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;May 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;May passes.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;June 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Letter sent to MAS at OHTAC asking when I might expect to hear something. Anything.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;July 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Received reply from MAS at OHTAC advising that the findings will be made available on the website when their review is completed. I should check their website in September.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;August 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Waiting for September.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;September 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Heard it will probably be sometime in October that OHTAC has completed its review.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;October 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Toronto Star writer Janice Mawhinney covers the story. Download copy (.pdf) &lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/1031007" target="_blank"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. Click on orange download button in new window.&lt;br /&gt;OHTAC posts its review and states: &lt;em&gt;At this time, the quality of evidence is insufficient to make a recommendation in favour of the use of gastric electrical stimulation (GES) for people with severe, treatment-resistant gastroparesis.&lt;/em&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;December 2006&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;No further review at OHTAC. No money in the hospital's global budget. The optimist says: the year closed with progress, just not positive results.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;January 2007&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Office of Ontario's Ombudsman officially closes its investigation. We've been advised to seek treatment out of country, at our expense. &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;For statistical tracking, it is suggested the doc file an application to have the costs of surgery reimbursed through OHIP. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;It is considered a futile exercise since the application and review process is heavily stacked against the patient. GES does not meet the current criteria for serious evaluation. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;That's nothing against the therapy; it's a reflection of the antiquated and complex rules.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;April 2007&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;I arrange to see a Specialist at &lt;a href="http://www.ccf.org/" target="_blank"&gt;The Cleveland Clinic&lt;/a&gt;. &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;After some clinical investigations, Dr. Chand, at The Cleveland Clinic, agrees I am a candidate for Gastric Pacing.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;May 2007&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Surgery date set. (early June)&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;June 2007&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Surgery completed. Gastric Stimulator re-inserted without complication.&lt;br /&gt;Light up the grill!&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;a name="bottom"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/chronology.html#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113829829534486073?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113829829534486073/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113829829534486073' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113829829534486073'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113829829534486073'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/chronology.html' title='Chronology'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-8844717634734697450</id><published>2006-01-31T13:27:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-11-17T19:48:41.987-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Post-Surgery Update</title><content type='html'>By now, you've read about the events in &lt;a href="http://www.chileetravel.blogspot.com/" target="_blank"&gt;Cleveland&lt;/a&gt;. The elusive final post of the trip home really is coming soon. I thought I owed a post describing my renewed life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided that from Friday through to Sunday, any assessment of how I felt was more surgery-related than underlying disease-related. Since Monday, June 11, I've been diligent to monitor and note nausea, episodes of throwing up, oral intake, etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday to Wednesday, I had reduced symptoms. Translation: nausea present, but less severe, fewer episodes. On Wednesday, I had become fond of saying, "I feel well enough to do something today." Don't worry I didn't. In the evening, I took the laptop outside and surfed the 'net as the sun went down. Aaaaah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then came Thursday. Thursday I had very severe nausea and experienced numerous episodes. I was too weak to go upstairs. Sitting up was an &lt;u&gt;exhausting&lt;/u&gt; chore. Standing was almost unachievable. I felt ROTTEN. Nobody had to worry about escorting me on a walk...I wasn't going &lt;em&gt;anywhere&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday I had a follow-up appointment to have the pacer interrogated and adjusted. I felt just OK. My first comment at the clinic was, "I was really unwell yesterday. I feel better today, but not nearly as well as the beginning of the week."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10:00 a.m. - Usha, the Clinical Nurse, explained that she was experiencing some problems with the interrogator. A Medtronic rep. was unable to attend this appointment, so Usha had been instructed to interrogate the device, but not adjust the program at all. Of course John and I were disappointed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Usha had two readers. The one that was giving her a problem and a new one sent by Medtronic specifically for her to test today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Old reader - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;First reading - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Device off&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Second reading - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Device off.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999900;"&gt;So the pacer was off? What?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;New reader - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;First reading - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Device off&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Second reading - &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Device off&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999900;"&gt;It was definitely off! No wonder I felt so crummy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How did this happen?&lt;br /&gt;The device was turned on and all the programming checked. The &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/acronyms-and-glossary.html"&gt;impedance&lt;/a&gt; was lower than I expected, and well within range (lower impedance is better). The &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/acronyms-and-glossary.html"&gt;volts&lt;/a&gt; were on target. The &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/acronyms-and-glossary.html"&gt;amplitude&lt;/a&gt; was within range, based on the parameters, but at the low end. I pleaded to have the amplitude increased. Usha was sympathetic, but her hands were tied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We agreed to follow up on Monday, June 18. That will give them time to discuss with the manufacturer if there is an issue with the reader. (Interrogations on each reader were similar, so I don't think there's a problem there.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12:37 p.m. - On the way home, I said to John, "There it is." He looked at me, puzzled. "I'm starting to feel better now." Two hours later, it feels like Wednesday all over again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I think I've figured out how it was turned off. The laptop. Any computer emits a magnetic field. The strength of the field is increased with battery use. The pacer and the computer were not separated by any distance...and since it was on my lap, I had become part of the magnetic field.(Grade 7 Science,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none; BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none" src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1286/552923608_a063dbd933_s.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;a href="http://lakechandos.marketspace.ca/membership/wq.htm" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;Mr. K. Baker)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When is a laptop not a good idea?&lt;br /&gt;When it shuts off your gastric pacer!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's OK if I use a computer, as long as I don't become part of the magnetic field.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We'll see how the weekend goes.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-8844717634734697450?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/8844717634734697450/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=8844717634734697450' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/8844717634734697450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/8844717634734697450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/post-surgery-update.html' title='Post-Surgery Update'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1286/552923608_a063dbd933_t.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-6164315441786520587</id><published>2006-01-31T11:13:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-27T12:20:35.956-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Recovery and the Economy</title><content type='html'>It's 3 weeks post-implant.&lt;br /&gt;I had the gastric stimulator re-inserted at the Cleveland Clinic in early June, 2007.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are subtle improvements: less severe nausea, fewer episodes, and now, a modestly larger tolerance for fluids.  The thing is, I still have pain at the implant site. The pain restricts my level of activity hence, I'm restless. I'm disappointed that I have not yet been able to return to my 'normal' rackets.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shari, my superior home-visiting nurse, explained today that the usual recovery period for &lt;u&gt;any &lt;/u&gt;abdominal surgery is 6-7 weeks. I pointed out that I'm &lt;em&gt;unusual; &lt;/em&gt;those norms don't apply to me.   It has never taken me that long to recover.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She offered no argument to the descriptor &lt;em&gt;'unusual'&lt;/em&gt; and added that I needed to consider that the implant surgery is approximately the 13&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt; invasive procedure performed on my abdomen, so I might be approaching usual. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Six to seven weeks, at least," she stated firmly.&lt;br /&gt;"But I had the surgery in the U.S., so with the exchange rate, it will really only be..."&lt;br /&gt;"That might've worked when there was a 20% exchange rate, but now it's almost par," she interrupted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OK... I'll give it a little more time.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-6164315441786520587?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/6164315441786520587/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=6164315441786520587' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/6164315441786520587'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/6164315441786520587'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/recovery-and-economy.html' title='Recovery and the Economy'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-4403613440638313645</id><published>2006-01-31T11:00:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-09-30T12:08:39.290-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Cue the Trumpets - Chris Meets Food</title><content type='html'>It was actually with no fanfare, no cheering and no witnesses that I reintroduced myself to food. It wasn't anything grand - just some pudding here, a little applesauce a few days later.  But it was something. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And we didn't exactly hate each other. I wouldn't describe it as an altogether satisfying experience, but it's a start and you have to start somewhere. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The greatest news is that I kept it down.  The good news is that I didn't immediately have an increase in symptoms.  The rest of the news is that I did experience a general increase in symptoms that lasted for about 3 days after a 'taste day'.  I expect that's part of the retraining that must occur.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New goal:  to get that down to 2 days, to 1 day, to none while progressing through the continuum of food.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-4403613440638313645?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/4403613440638313645/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=4403613440638313645' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/4403613440638313645'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/4403613440638313645'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/cue-trumpets-chris-meets-food.html' title='Cue the Trumpets - Chris Meets Food'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-8020313531874736987</id><published>2006-01-31T10:50:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-09-30T13:16:50.071-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Taking Back Time</title><content type='html'>Used to be that I was hyper-aware of time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I guess you might say I was a tempusmaniac (if that's a word).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was continually working out what time to run meds based on a) how I was feeling, and b) what was on the schedule that day. I was calculating the time in between doses and the time between meds and TPN to avoid compatibility issues.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I functioned at a very low level if I didn't infuse 2 or more doses each day. I infused additional units for hydration each day to maintain a minimum level of 'lytes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My symptoms have been significantly reduced since the Enterra device was reinserted in June.&lt;br /&gt;While I have yet to have a med-free day, I only require one infusion and very rarely 2 doses. I infuse hydration therapy just 1 - 2 times &lt;u&gt;per week&lt;/u&gt;. My labs have been stable through these changes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I experience fewer episodes of vomiting. Improved symptoms means that I've been able to increase my intake. I can simply tolerate more because I feel better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These improvements are reflected physically. I continue to hear how my color has improved, that my eyes are clearer, my face less drawn and how I generally just look better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By chance, my path crossed with Doreen recently, who I hadn't seen for nearly 2 years. Over an awkward 7 minutes or so, she pointed out to me and Jessica the various improvements she noticed. The attention was embarrassing, especially since we hadn't shopped in her store for 2 years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel better and have some free time. I sense that I have more control over the disease.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-8020313531874736987?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/8020313531874736987/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=8020313531874736987' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/8020313531874736987'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/8020313531874736987'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/taking-back-time.html' title='Taking Back Time'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-7481739605352340933</id><published>2006-01-31T08:19:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T14:10:19.539-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Winning with Gastroparesis</title><content type='html'>Congratulations to the people listed below. Each is a winner in our fundraiser draw for prizes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="7" cellpadding="2"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th align="middle" colspan="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"&gt;And the Winners Are...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/th&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kathy Muldoon&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;WestJet Return Airfare&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Bruce Moore&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Toronto Maple Leafs Tickets&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Joe Magnacca&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Toronto Maple Leafs Tickets&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ron Wickens&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;DBR Racing Bicycle&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lizette Lacoursiere&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Chill Prize Pack&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Angelo Pellagata&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;A Week of Wine&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="7" cellpadding="2"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;th align="middle" colspan="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#990000;"&gt;Assorted Hoodies, Sweaters, Sweatshirts &amp;amp;&lt;br /&gt;Fleece Jackets Were Awarded to...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/th&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Alice Barrett&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sheila Chessell&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ray Daley&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gina Fagerman&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Susan Hemsworth&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;L. Hendron&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dave Knight&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Menad Lackovic&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Wendy Leslie&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Mike Morgan&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shari Ross&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ed Novakowski&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ljuba Orescanin&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Milan Orescanin&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ana Popadic&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;John Quinlan&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kathy Muldoon&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Peter Reid&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Doug Richardson&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Joe Sapienza&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Mark Spurrell&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Paul Ward&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Wayne Wickens&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;John and I thank everyone who supported the campaign - by selling ticks and by purchasing them. The kindness and generosity shown to us makes us the biggest winners of all!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you to our sponsors:&lt;table cellspacing="10"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;a onmouseover="window.status='http://www.westjet.com';return true;" onmouseout="window.status=' ';return true;" href="http://www.anrdoezrs.net/3d106iqzwqyDGKMGEGFDFEIFNFIK" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img alt="Cheap Flights at westjet.com " height="35" width="102" src="http://www.awltovhc.com/ob117jy1qwuFIMOIGIHFHGKHPHKM" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="middle"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.frontstreetcapital.com/home.htm"&gt;&lt;img height="35" width="102" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127310038075347106" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/RyfdUGDGkKI/AAAAAAAAAV8/ntzHxyNFVvA/s200/fscapital.gif" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.rjmccarthy.com"&gt;&lt;img height="80" width="68" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/RyfeXmDGkLI/AAAAAAAAAWE/LEOqVyQ4Hgs/s200/mccarth.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127311197716517042" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td valign="top"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.chillonline.ca/index.html"&gt;&lt;img height="80" width="68" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/RyfhpWDGkNI/AAAAAAAAAWU/P8IoikwYwe4/s200/chill.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5127314801194078418" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-7481739605352340933?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/7481739605352340933/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=7481739605352340933' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/7481739605352340933'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/7481739605352340933'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/winning-with-gastroparesis.html' title='Winning with Gastroparesis'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp3.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/RyfdUGDGkKI/AAAAAAAAAV8/ntzHxyNFVvA/s72-c/fscapital.gif' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113639299322201817</id><published>2006-01-30T11:41:00.026-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T12:20:13.910-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Contemplations</title><content type='html'>&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Cost of Pacemaker for 1 patient&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;$40,000.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Cost of TPN for 1 patient&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;$800/wk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Weeks On Home PN ( to 10/22/09)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;262&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;209,600&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Additional Cost to OHIP by NOT re-inserting Pacing Device (excluding Dr. visits, Clinic follow-up, diagnostics, lab tests, etc.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;($169,600)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you Home Parenteral Nutrition Team: Anne Childs, Home Parenteral Nutrition Coordinator; Suzanne Hansen, Registered Dietitian; and Suzanne Revill, RN. You are experts in your fields. You are available, accessible, capable, responsive and empathetic. I appreciate your commitment to delivering excellence in patient care. No question that your program needs more resources. Welcome to the team, Stella Stevens, RN.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;I wonder...If you're an atheist, can you make an insurance claim for an Act of God?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I definitely fell in love with &lt;u&gt;not&lt;/u&gt; driving the school carpool - 2 weeks of winter break plus 1 week of vacation for Jess ... it'll be hard to go back to it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What's that? Two months? Three months without a post? Sorry. Things just got a little away from me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If Andrew's having surgery, it must be August again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bickerman, huh. Bickerton, huh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I keep hearing that the price of &lt;i&gt;crude oil&lt;/i&gt; is setting new records. I wonder what &lt;i&gt;polite oil &lt;/i&gt;costs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mama always said &lt;i&gt;'If you don't have anything good to say, stay quiet'&lt;/i&gt; ....that's why I haven't posted in such a long time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sampled a vegan meal replacement drink. It didn't go so well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How to tell that someone hacked my Facebook account...my page was updated, or you were "poked" or you got a post on your "superwall". I'm a terrible Facebooker - I wouldn't want to be my 'friend'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm hooked on &lt;a href="http://www.showcase.ca/weeds/"&gt;Weeds&lt;/a&gt; &lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;(Showcase, Wed. nights)&lt;/span&gt; . It's addictive. I guess I should follow it up with an hour of &lt;a href="http://www.aetv.com/intervention/"&gt;Intervention&lt;/a&gt; .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can do whatever you want, as long as it makes everyone else happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Suspectable&lt;/i&gt;? I don't think so. It may have been suspicious, but certainly not suspectable.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel powerful every time I click "add to Dictionary" when I'm spell-checking in Word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spooky...&lt;a href="http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-fires29oct29,0,4543836.story?coll=la-home-center"&gt;2,007 homes were destroyed&lt;/a&gt; in the California forest fires of 2007.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy 3 year anniversary!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Information in the wrong hands can be dangerous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG! I'm going to turn on the sprinkler right now. &lt;a href="http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070919/ap_on_fe_st/odd_lousy_lawn;_ylt=AqyUzhlBHNZKvPYs0rykxS2s0NUE"&gt;Charged with Having a Brown Lawn&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"I'm sure that probably..."&lt;/i&gt; is no different than saying &lt;i&gt;"Maybe"&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comment I made in an email: I'm in a bit of an emotional recession characterized by short term decline in brain activity and production with an uncertain forecast... not looking at foreclosure, but lately i'm just scraping those paymentst together. (I don't usually recycle my words, but this says it pretty well.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;{yawn} Study conclusion: &lt;a href="http://www.thestar.com/News/article/248655" target="_blank"&gt;Toronto's boring.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've tried everything! I watered the lawn, left the windows open &lt;i&gt;and&lt;/i&gt; washed the car...still it doesn't rain!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Loved the creepy &lt;a href="http://www.number23movie.com/" target="_blank"&gt;The Number 23&lt;/a&gt;; that is, until I realized my birthday adds up to, yep, 23.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OK. It's pretty obvious that I haven't been feeling very well this week...my &lt;a href="http://www.randomchilee.blogspot.com/"&gt;Random blog&lt;/a&gt; has been updated every day!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Andrew's response to the recommendation that one not use his &lt;a href="http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20070711/mp3_dangers_070711/20070711?hub=TopStories"&gt;iPod during a lightning&lt;/a&gt; storm: &lt;i&gt;His shoes were burnt and blown apart. That's another reason for me not to wear shoes when I'm cutting the grass&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I must be losing my sense of humor...didn't laugh when someone slapped a &lt;i&gt;QUARANTINED&lt;/i&gt; sign on our porch. Now, I think it's funny, but not at the time. &lt;a href="http://empressoftheuniverse.blogspot.com/2007/06/its-always-something.html"&gt;[Read about VRE here]&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey! How come nobody told me there was an arithmetic error on these pages? It's fixed up now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anton Chekhov said: &lt;i&gt;Any idiot can face a crisis - it is this day-to-day living that wears you out.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I object to professors giving grade marks in a philosphy course.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's better to be a distracted artist than a tortured artist.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another anniversaire marked. Dates and ages changed - check (or would that be cheque?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I guess I needed to explain my Great-great-great-great-great Uncle Abdullah Donald Trump Abu Sumra more clearly. Maybe that would translate into a higher level of service from CC.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Actual headline: &lt;a href="http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/afp/070425/oddities/us_society_money" target="_blank"&gt;Intelligence Not Linked to Wealth&lt;/a&gt;. Well, Duh!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roni tells me I don't drink enough in a day to stay hydrated. She's right. "That's why I run extra bags of saline," I remind her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will never see a popcorn bucket the same way again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sure, I've had some &lt;i&gt;Contemplations&lt;/i&gt;. They just weren't especially clever...routine, average, everyday things on my mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All this to-do about &lt;a href="http://www.thesecret.tv/behind-the-secret.html" target="_blank"&gt;The Secret&lt;/a&gt;. If it's a secret, should there be this much talk about it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I keep adding it up. Week after week. Milestone set at $100,000 spent on my current treatment. That's $60,000 more than they needed to. This is what &lt;i&gt;they&lt;/i&gt; prefer to do, how &lt;i&gt;they&lt;/i&gt; prefer to handle it...&lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/what-does-40000-buy.html"&gt;Other uses&lt;/a&gt; for that money (after a pacer for me)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see? Wishes can come true. Britney's been out of the news for 2 whole days! Jealous, Paris Hilton gets herself arrested on Sunset Strip just to get back into the papers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Susan, the nurse filling in for my regular nurse, doesn't know what to make of all this. She was here today and was stunned to record in my chart that I have been unwell for almost a week. I spent 2 out of 5 days in bed completely and have only done that which &lt;i&gt;must be done&lt;/i&gt; during the other 3 days. "How long will this go on?" she asked. "At some point, I will either feel better or worse; or I will improve my ability to function at this level," I answered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A recent study found that people come up with the best ideas at 10:30 a.m. The press conference to release the results was at, you guessed it, 10:30 a.m.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven't done a Sudoku puzzle for over a year...it's too mainstream for me.&lt;br /&gt;Little known fact that I had kept the &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/chronology.html"&gt;Chronology&lt;/a&gt; page up to date. First date on the page is 2003! &lt;img height="20" src="http://images.google.ca/images?q=tbn:SYd0f_E2pKxrYM:http://www.fuilspuiters.nl/assets/images/sad_smiley.jpg" width="20" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's Feb. 2. Must watch &lt;i&gt;&lt;u&gt;Groundhog Day&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/i&gt;...again...and again...and again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who knew that being &lt;a href="http://www.randomchilee.blogspot.com/"&gt;Random&lt;/a&gt; required so much planning?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Proven at the Allergy Clinic: I have a severe latex allergy. The doc wanted to verify it for himself. I wasn't making it up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An &lt;b&gt;opportunivore&lt;/b&gt; is defined as &lt;i&gt;A person who eats whatever he or she can find.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it ok to wear my Goodyear sneakers to the Firestone Clinic?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five long days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"It's encouraging to see a light at the end of the tunnel. Just be careful that it's not a train." &lt;/i&gt;It was meant to be inspiring wisdom, but it doesn't quite come across as inspiring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a good thing that Michelle had arranged a one-year sabbatical...otherwise, she might've had to quit her job to keep up with all the goings-on of 2006!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm playing at least 3 different games involving license plates right now. So when a police officer asked me if I had the plate information on the Lincoln, I was surprised that I couldn't remember it. It wasn't one that would advance any of the games, so I had dismissed it. How was I to know I was going to need it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I found it easier to wrap the Christmas presents if I measured out the paper first...not like &lt;i&gt;someone&lt;/i&gt; who was cutting paper then looking for a present that fit it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One lesson drivers seem to remember from their Drivers' Education classes: Reduce your speed when the roads are wet. Just to clarify: that doesn't mean from 100 km/h to 40 km/h in a light shower!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Commercial I'm waiting to hear: Two On-Star equipped vehicles hit each other. The same operator assists both drivers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Improv Club organizes its meetings in advance. I guess that's OK as long as they don't plan the agenda.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Being iron-deficient is not the same as being anemic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How could any M.P.P. vote &lt;i&gt;against&lt;/i&gt; a bill that is called &lt;i&gt;The&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;Health Systems Improvements Bill&lt;/i&gt;? I won't pretend to know the content of the bill. By its title alone, how could one say he's &lt;i&gt;against&lt;/i&gt; improving health systems?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rarely do I say "I'm not up to seeing you/talking today." It's not personal. It's different than admitting I'm not good company. Not being 'good company' is disposition. Attitude. Not being 'up to it' is physical. Not capable of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See, if I&lt;i&gt; regularly&lt;/i&gt; update the &lt;a href="http://www.randomchilee.blogspot.com/"&gt;Very Random&lt;/a&gt; page, it wouldn't be random.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The allergist says I'm in a persistent state of allergic reaction. It's no wonder...I'm surrounded by nuts!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm thinking about thinking about some things. Hey, it's a start, and you've got to start someplace!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;November 25, 2006 marks the 35th birthday of email technology. Know what that means?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I'm older than email!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;First time in 7 years that I had to replace my Epi-pens because they expired...I hadn't used them in a year!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lju's such a terrific person. I regret ever tormenting him with a dinner roll.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally! AZVY advances the game!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am better at giving help, than accepting help.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seriously Astute Powers of Observation - Suzanne to Chris at Clinic appointment: "Your jeans are baggier." (They were newer and straight out of the dryer!) "Is that a knee brace under your slacks?" (Actually, I had not considered the weight of the brace.) "Empty your pockets."...and all I had in my pocket was the parking stub! Stella to Chris: "What about the line? Redness? Sluggish? I asked her why it seems to stick out more (where it tunnels)..."It will do that if you're dry or have lost weight." Then they exchange a look&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People who are together a lot begin to resemble each other. I'm going to start hanging out with Julia Roberts. Michelle says it'd be a classic 'how-life-is-cruel-to-Chris-story' when &lt;i&gt;poor Julia Roberts&lt;/i&gt; starts to look like me! (emphasis hers. Ouch!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We want our Mom. For all his singing telegram/cat's on the roof, Dad does not do bad news well. He agreed, too. He needs Mom. Roni needs chock-lit shakes &lt;i&gt;around the clock&lt;/i&gt;. Michelle is doing a &lt;i&gt;great&lt;/i&gt; job, but our sister of the year needs to take some (needed and deserved) time to feel well, too. I said it out loud to M last Sunday: 'the week ahead looks pretty easy.'... (Ma, when will I learn? I should know better than to say it out loud!). By the way, the State Trooper radioed to remind you to fill-'er-up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's what I need: A decision-maker at MOH to say, &lt;b&gt;"We're going to step in here. For compassionate reasons, we're going to fix this for you, right now." &lt;/b&gt;OHTAC and its committees and sub-committees can continue to follow their procedures and processes as the application moves from one panel to the next: assessment → review → recommendation → implementation, and I can finally get some relief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wanted: Supervisor, Medication Administration. Temporarily, I can't run my meds unsupervised because of &lt;a href="http://randomchilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/pass-benadryl8482.html"&gt;adverse reactions &lt;/a&gt;during the infusions. I have to run the med at a slower rate, which means instead of 1/2 hr for each dose, it takes 1 hr (plus the set up, and then the finish routine). On top of that: I have to pre-med for my meds. There goes those &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/10/tpn-in-real-time.html"&gt;4 hrs.&lt;/a&gt; free time!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oct. 13, 2004 - Oct. 12, 2006... Two years of TPN. Total of 17,520 hours... about 13,000 of them connected to the pump.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read the article discussing voter apathy with disinterest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Akira Haragouchi recited, from memory, pi to 100,000 decimal places to set a new world record. He can remember pi to 100,000 decimal places ... I can't recall where I put my keys!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was advised that if I want to leave my outdoor planters outside over the winter, but don't want them to crack, I should turn them upside down. OK, but won't that squish the plants?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm so out of the closet with this TPN and IV stuff. I just pull the paraphernalia out and hook up. Wouldn't have done that 2 years ago. My comfort-level, however, doesn't mean I'm prepared to do this for the next 45 years!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www2.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;If a sculptor carved a model of me, it could be called Intravenous De Milo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Created a new expression: Emotional Recession - (noun) - a period of emotional contraction, limited in scope or duration. You read it here first.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unusual problem with my supply order today. Called Jenya to straighten it out. She told me during the call that she must come to the house to do another assessment and asked what day would be convenient. She said anytime I could arrange for the dog to be unwell, Jessica to take the wrong train and a couple other calamities would suit her schedule just fine. &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/have-hum-drum-day.html"&gt;Previous Assessment&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had a visit to the blog today from someone logged in on a server from the Government of the Province of Ontario. The reader spent almost 23 minutes browsing the pages. Each letter and email I've sent to MOH or one of its divisions has invited the addressee to read this blog. Is it really possible that someone did? See the &lt;a href="http://randomchilee.blogspot.com/2006/09/traffic-signals.html"&gt;Traffic Report &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wow. 100 weeks. Do I need to say anything more?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The smoke detector needs a new battery. Does that mean I should change the clocks back an hour, too?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Busted! There is absolutely nothing new to report on the status of the pacemaker evaluation by OHTAC so I am posting these other stories to entertain you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Given up looking for the Medicalert bracelet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It really doesn't stink to be me. It's just not always easy being me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The right side of my face is fat...swollen, actually. That spontaneous pain in the tooth is an indication that root canal treatment is needed. I don't know anything about root canal, but when you say that's what you need, people grimace and shudder. This is not reassuring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OK. Now I understand the definition of spontaneous pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have to find a way to work in other family members' names. Some *ahem* are keeping track. Heregoes:&lt;br /&gt;My sister Lori lives in Indiana with Max, Tiffany and Nicholas. Roni spoke with Lori on the phone on Thursday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the past 8 days, I covered a lot of ground in the province: Southwestern Ontario, Huron County, Golden Horseshoe, GTA, through Clarington to Prince Edward County and Belleville. And across the roads, did not pass one license plate that would advance the game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't do anything today. Pretty much nothing at all. And I felt like I needed a nap this afternoon. Doing nothing is sometimes as exhausting as doing something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was difficult to make that jaunt to &lt;a href="http://chileetravel.blogspot.com/2006/08/st-clair-shores-there.html"&gt;Detroit&lt;/a&gt;. I wanted to go. Even needed to go. But look at what was involved to be gone 24 hrs. Can I manage something like Jay and Sarah's wedding?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perspective: Sure, I've had setbacks and feel crummy, but I'm actually healthier than Roni and maybe even Michelle. Very concerned about my sisters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www2.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817#comment"&gt;Read Comments&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a href="http://draft.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817" name="back"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Three years ago today (Aug. 14, 2003), David was miraculously not seriously hurt after falling out of a bedroom window at my parents' home. He's got the makings of a great second-storey-man!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just brought to my attention: The number of weeks I've cited as being on TPN may be incorrect. Might actually be one more...will check that out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;Follow up&lt;/b&gt;: No, it's right. Spooky fact: From October 13, 2004 - Aug. 9, 2006, I had been an HPN patient for 666 days.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I manage to get things taken care of. I got through last week which was definitely among the toughest. But I am still incredibly frustrated that some of the most basic, mundane, everyday tasks are an imposing challenge.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To let the dog outside when I'm running the IV is so brutally difficult!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I could barely drag myself out of bed today. I think I've been downgraded to a tropical depression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's not a spelling mistake. Happys (as used on the &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/chris-becoming-more-unstable.html"&gt;Unstable &lt;/a&gt;page) refers to more than one happy, as in, 'happy happy happy'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guess what I won? A Mega-box of 48 Oh Henry candy bars. I asked them not to send them to me because of my anaphylactic reaction to peanuts. I was told that according to the rules, all prizes had to be accepted as awarded. It wasn't that I wanted a different prize, I just wanted them to keep it in their lunchroom or someplace like that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In just 8 more weeks, the amount spent on my home TPN could've been used (should've been used) for a pacemaker for me and one other patient!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just because I haven't posted a new thought here, doesn't mean I haven't been thinking. I've had plenty on my mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Someone's reading this right now. I'm updating pages and the counter just logged another visitor. It's not me.&lt;br /&gt;My visits aren't included in the count-data.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you Kathy M. for noticing I'd gained a little weight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Check it out. Milestones in 2006: David starts school. Tiffany graduates from Jr. High. Kara starts at King's College at Western. Shannon graduates from Wilfrid Laurier University (double major) B.A. in Communications and English. Rachel starts school, too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Congratulations Jay and Sarah!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I guess my knee is the least of my problems, so we won't fix it right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How is it that OHTAC has not made any recommendations since January? Nothing. No recommendations on anything. Since January.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's sadly official. The dog weighs more than I. Consider: if I walk him more often or further, we'll both lose weight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Grass grows in the garden. Flowers grow in the lawn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kidding myself. If I am so good at managing all this, why do I need regular pep talks from Anne?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I truly hoped that this would be resolved before I have to go and update my age throughout these pages.&lt;br /&gt;There's still a few days to go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The $64,000 Question: Can we proceed based on the preliminary assessment alone?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to feel well again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;According to the Safety Standards sticker on the side of my IV pump, this pump was to be re-inspected and tested Sept. 2005.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could the guy who picks up the full 10 gallon Sharps Container be a little more discreet? The only thing missing was the HAZMAT suit!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was making a list of things I've started but never finished...it's half-done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking for MOH and OHIP definition of "&lt;i&gt;medically necessary&lt;/i&gt;" treatment. Can't find one. Definition should include words like &lt;i&gt;'treatment has a direct effect and positive outcome on the patient's physical and mental health'. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ellen's hiking and climbing in the Andes. No Scrabble for weeks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been reading the Physician Schedule of Benefits looking for a fee code that a surgeon might use to receive payment from OHIP after inserting a gastric pacemaker. Seems to me that 'medically necessary' is defined as 'has a fee-service code' for billing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How to get TPN stains out of the carpet..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Has the application to OHTAC been filed? &lt;a href="http://www.health.gov.on.ca/english/providers/program/mas/tech/under_review.html" target="_blank"&gt;List&lt;/a&gt; of Technology Under Review&lt;br /&gt;View List of &lt;a href="http://www.health.gov.on.ca/english/providers/program/mas/tech/techlist_mn.html" target="_blank"&gt;Approved&lt;/a&gt; Technology&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why is it that people who are originally from Newfoundland always say, "I'm from Newfoundland."?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tip the pizza delivery guy, the newspaper carrier, when I get my hair cut, all kinds of service people...what's the protocol for tipping the guy who delivers the TPN supplies? They sent me a Christmas card, and I didn't get them anything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All this talk about how to get through the holidays without gaining weight is really getting on my nerves. Usually it wouldn't bother me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I do well managing all this. Really, I do. But I feel like that works against me; in some strange way, I do this too well and that takes me off the doc's radar.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really love the boots Sarah gave me for Christmas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1742 km travelled in 10 days. We went to (not in order): Burlington, Barrie, Oakville, Toronto (North York), Toronto (Rexdale), Toronto (Etobicoke), Cookstown, Toronto (Scarborough), Toronto (Beaches), Toronto (Malvern), Hamilton, Mississauga, Vaughan. &lt;span style="font-size: 85%;"&gt;[Michelle says that's not so much, but I still think that's a lot of hockey]&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My horoscope says that now is not the time to argue my case. Says I don't have credibility because of the lunar cycle. I can't afford to buy into that. The Lunar Cycle lasts 29 days and I meet with the doc in just a few.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The advice to not drive after having the Hickman inserted has less to do with sedation/no sedation given, and more because it's nearly impossible to turn your body to safely drive the car in reverse. Hate to say it, but that procedure hurt more than I thought it would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Truism from Stephen King: If you can count to 9, you can master any Sudoku puzzle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In an ideal world there'd be peace, love, tolerance, and peanut-free snacks in the vending machines.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you, Martin McCarthy. McCarthy's donated a &lt;a href="http://www.stikrak.net/" target=" blank"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #bcc967;"&gt;Stik-Rak &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;to the RBHS &lt;span style="color: #9999ff;"&gt;'Wild'&lt;/span&gt; Girl's Hockey Team. The team will play in Czech Republic, Germany and Austria in April/06.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you, Dave and Gloria. An evening out, completely allergy-free! You can let the cat out of Kim's room, take the candles out of the fridge and the peanut butter out of the garage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From Toronto Star Food Section, Feb. 22, 2006 "Fat Nation", (Susan Sampson):&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;We eat to nourish ourselves. We eat to satisfy our senses. We eat to connect with others around a dinner table. Animals fight over their food;we like to share it. It helps define our humanity."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;Stoic...compliment, or not?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If your license plate says IM COOL, you probably aren't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We either need a longer buffet, or a different filing system.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing to add to this page in a week. What's that mean?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Milestone: 75 weeks! That's longer than the gestation period of the giraffe (15 months). The Asian elephant has the longest gestation at 21 months...that's about 93 weeks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ministry could have saved $20,000 already. What does $20,000 buy? &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/what-does-40000-buy.html"&gt;Look &lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hydration. More hydration. I need to be reminded that the body is a system and fluid is one of its key inputs. Hydration. More Hydration. I don't mean to be difficult. This can all be so dreary. Sorry to make it frustrating for you...to keep repeating yourself is tiring, no doubt. You'd think I'd get it by now. Hydration. More Hydration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www2.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a href="http://draft.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817" name="comment"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www2.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113639299322201817#back"&gt;Page Up&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113639299322201817?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113639299322201817/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113639299322201817' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113639299322201817'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113639299322201817'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/01/contemplations.html' title='Contemplations'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113857238486864535</id><published>2005-12-15T22:18:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-02-24T14:00:28.393-05:00</updated><title type='text'>I Became an Orphan</title><content type='html'>Imagine my parents' surprise when I told them I was an orphan!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Way back, when I was still using continuous enteral feeding (1995), Dr. Barnett at London Health Sciences Center, did something invaluable. He was completely honest with me and said, 'Christine, this is the best that I can do for you. You are young, with a young family. If you'd like, I will refer you to a colleague who is doing some research. He may be able to help you return to a more normal life.' I didn't know it then, but he was treating the whole patient, not the disease.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We understood that it was research. Nobody knew if the technology would resolve my gastroparesis. But, we had nothing to lose and everything to gain. I didn't understand the physiology of gastroparesis. I knew the symptoms: nausea, vomiting, pain; and these disappeared when the pacemaker was turned on. They returned immediately and as strong as ever, when the gastric pacer was turned off. It wasn't without its glitches (defective pacemaker, programming loop problem), but my life turned around with the pacer. I had no need for a feeding tube. My stomach was working; I felt well. I was following up with the doc every 6 months; interrogate the pacer; see ya' later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the doctor moved to a different hospital, I didn't think it would change my care plan. But when he took a sabbatical, that began shortly after I started experiencing problems, well, that changed everything. Just weeks after his sabbatical began, I heard rumors that he wouldn't be returning.  And he didn't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It slowly dawned on me that I was an orphan. I was a patient with a pacemaker, without anyone to maintain the device. Truly, I was orphaned before he left. Because I'd been so well, we didn't maintain the pacemaker the way we should have. We'd been too quick to dismiss pain, for example, that may have led to a fluoroscopic investigation that may have revealed erosion in the leads. May have. Hindsight being near-perfect, and all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would it have made a difference? I'll never know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Funny, the things you take for granted when you feel well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113857238486864535?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113857238486864535/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113857238486864535' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113857238486864535'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113857238486864535'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/12/i-became-orphan.html' title='I Became an Orphan'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113043558884186763</id><published>2005-12-11T14:51:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-06-23T08:35:19.813-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Developing a Research Program</title><content type='html'>The cost to develop a program to support Gastric Pacing Devices is about $400,000 per year. This figure includes the cost of the device, the costs to implant it, and monitor and maintain the pacer. It also includes costs associated with operating a clinic (staff, equip.), collecting and analyzing data, diagnostic tests, etc. for up to 10 patients.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My gastroenterologist prepared a business plan in Spring/05 and presented it to hospital Admin to request funding to start the project.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In August, he was told that&lt;em&gt; if&lt;/em&gt; his application to OHTAC is approved, then in next year's budget (2006), the hospital will allocate &lt;em&gt;some&lt;/em&gt; of its discretionary funds to launch a GES program. It wouldn't be $400K, but it'd be something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In September, the GI advised me that he had completed and submitted the application to OHTAC. He was optimistic that a final approval for the device would be received within 2 months. He explained that the budget meetings would begin in January, and that he would expect the money to start flowing in the spring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the meantime, a research trust has been set up to hold contributions from the public to support the GI's research program. A donation to the research trust would go a long way to convince Admin of our own commitment to GES therapy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course I'm committed to the program. I want to have control of the terrible symptoms associated with my gastroparesis. I want to feel better. I want my life back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so very lucky to be so loved. My parents, my family and friends have offered to contribute to the Research Account as long as the money is used to help &lt;em&gt;me. &lt;/em&gt;And we have no guarantee of that, yet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113043558884186763?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113043558884186763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113043558884186763' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113043558884186763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113043558884186763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/12/developing-research-program.html' title='Developing a Research Program'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114037273439303287</id><published>2005-12-11T10:11:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-09-01T20:26:35.960-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Humanitarian Device Exemption</title><content type='html'>Medtronic's Enterra™ Therapy gastric pacemaker was approved as a Humanitarian Use Device in 1999 by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This designation recognizes that the benefit of utilizing the device outweighs the risks to the patient from its use; and that the use of the device may be indicated in fewer than 4000 patients in the U.S. each year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Enterra™ gastric pacemaker is a recognized Class 3 Device by the Therapeutic Products Division at Health Canada.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The opportunity is here to improve the quality of our lives, improve my general health, remove the immediate costs associated with my current treatment and reduce my consumption of health care resources in the future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Ontario Ministry of Health maintains that our system provides comprehensive and compassionate care to patients.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In this case, the compassionate treatment is to re-insert the gastric pacemaker.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114037273439303287?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114037273439303287/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114037273439303287' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114037273439303287'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114037273439303287'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/12/humanitarian-device-exemption.html' title='Humanitarian Device Exemption'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113863359710641961</id><published>2005-12-11T10:06:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-08-14T20:51:51.643-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Politics of Medicine</title><content type='html'>I’m in the System and it’s driving me crazy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Health care is driven by policy. The Ministry of Health and Long Term Care develops and administers policy. The hospitals develop unique policies which allow them to meet the conditions outlined by the Ministry. Managers, Directors and working groups at the hospital level fine-tune processes for their programs, and then implement change. The front-line workers deliver care. The process, from policy to patient care takes time. A long time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In any organization, there is hierarchy: an intricate fabric of station, standing and self. It is a treacherous structure for an amateur like me to scale. Mistakes, I’ve made a few.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The assessment and approval of the gastric pacing device is being hampered by bureaucracy, inadequate influence and bruised feelings. Throughout these delays, I continue to suffer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We encourage innovation. We support progress. Treatments evolve and the opportunities to use technology to treat disorders grow. But the willingness to use the results of these studies &lt;em&gt;must exist&lt;/em&gt; so that the lives of patients improve.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Between 1996 and 2003, while I had the gastric pacemaker, I had been hospitalized one time; and it &lt;em&gt;was not related&lt;/em&gt; to my gastroparesis. Since 2004, I have been an &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;in-patient 4 times&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, and &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;undergone 7 different procedures as an out-patient&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The delivery of health care in Ontario appears to be driven by budget, not necessarily patient need. It must be frustrating for workers in the health industry. It certainly is exasperating for the patient.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113863359710641961?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113863359710641961/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113863359710641961' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113863359710641961'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113863359710641961'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/12/politics-of-medicine.html' title='The Politics of Medicine'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114037270621484913</id><published>2005-12-10T13:11:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-05-03T09:56:12.073-04:00</updated><title type='text'>The Mechanics of Health Care</title><content type='html'>Picture a clock tower.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There's a small door at the bottom of the tower. Let's say it is green, not because the color of the door is important to the story; but because I really want you to visualize this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You grasp the handle with both hands and tug the door open. It groans to let you know it would prefer to remain untouched. You step inside. It’s dark. The only light comes from the bright day you left behind, shimmering through the face of the clock, way up there, at the top. It's noisy. You are surrounded by clatter, grating and grinding. You sense, more than see, that chains or cables are moving. You feel like an intruder in this space.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You look around before looking up. The time wheels are on the ground level. There are two of them. The larger one rotates more slowly than the smaller wheel. Turning constantly, never altering its speed. Time is passing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the small wheel spins, it slowly raises a frame connected to the wheel-base. The frame is attached to a mechanism that holds a shaft. A gizmo holds the shaft until a full revolution of the smaller wheel is complete. When the frame reaches its height, the shaft is released and it strikes a large bell. You watch, riveted, as it completes several cycles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Trail the apparatus up with your gaze and climb the narrow spiral staircase that hugs the inside of the moss-covered walls. The treads are old and coated with a dampness that makes them slippery. You &lt;em&gt;just&lt;/em&gt; fit on the stairs. Your shoulder rubs the filth caked on the inside of the enormous structure and you brush it off with your hand. It falls to the ground below.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There’s a cylinder overhead. Go up to where you can better see the cables now, each with its own heavy weight, hanging down from the cylinder. The sunlight, filtering through the clock’s face, strikes the weights and they cast creepy shadows. The weights put tension on the lines. Tension keeps the clock running. Without that burden on the line, the clock would need to be reset every day. Gears mesh and engage. The pendulum swings. Each sweep of the pendulum advances the gears. Each advance of the gear creates One Deafening Tick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can see the top of the tower. You take a deep breath, resolved to make it all that way. It’ll take so long to climb. At each rung, you must dig to find a foothold before advancing. But inside this tower is where it all happens. This is where the work is done. One tick at a time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From where you rest today, look down. Hear the continuous noise from the wheels. Listen for each tick. Wait for the distinctive clang of the bell. The repetition is mesmerizing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look across the open dial. The light splashes across your face.&lt;br /&gt;You can see why getting results take so long. From this vantage point the face of the clock is backwards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;"&lt;em&gt;You get caught up in forms, in matrixes, in computer programs, and it just draws you in. They were so focused on the mechanics and the process that they never looked at the problem holistically&lt;/em&gt;." as quoted in &lt;u&gt;Blink&lt;/u&gt;, Malcolm Gladwell, p.125, Little Brown &amp;amp; Co., 2005.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114037270621484913?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114037270621484913/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114037270621484913' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114037270621484913'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114037270621484913'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/12/mechanics-of-health-care.html' title='The Mechanics of Health Care'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113165354752832072</id><published>2005-11-11T14:50:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-09-18T20:10:49.763-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Mr. Smitherman, You've Got Mail</title><content type='html'>In June, 2005 I wrote a letter to the Minister of Health, Hon. George Smitherman that explained the need and urgency to fund gastric pacing devices for patients with severe gastroparesis.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For humanitarian reasons alone, this should be an insured procedure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My letter was followed by many others sent by family, friends, friends-of-friends. This was accompanied by a postcard campaign. The postcards, addressed to the Minister said:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Our Ontario Government must commit to funding Gastric Pacemakers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;It's a matter of life and death.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All cards included the sender's name, complete address and signature.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hundreds of postcards were sent to the Ministry of Health offices in Toronto. Postcards were sent by people who maybe didn't know me, but knew &lt;em&gt;about&lt;/em&gt; me and my poor condition. Postcards were a great way for someone to say they support the lobby to have the surgery and device insured.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;A copy of every letter was sent to various MPP's, the hospital administration and me. Before I mailed batch loads of postcards, I copied them and delivered them to hospital admin with the letters.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Grateful is not a strong enough word to describe my thanks to all who participated in the campaign. It is inspiring to have so much support. It is heart-warming to know that so many people wish that I could be well again.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;In July, I received a letter from the Acting-Director of Hospitals, Peter Finkle, denying my request because he'd been advised that gastric pacing devices were considered an experimental treatment and not the standard of care in Ontario.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Not the standard of care? A treatment is available that improves the quality of life of the patient, has been proven clinically to be effective, and reduces downstream health care costs for that patient, and the Ontario Ministry of Health chooses not to use the treatment?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;While I had the pacemaker, I led a normal life, had a diet that included a wide variety of foods and felt well. But feeling well is not the standard of care in Ontario for a patient like me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;No, 'tis better to have me suffer continuous nausea, daily vomiting, additional risks to health, and a low quality of life for me, my husband and our children.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113165354752832072?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113165354752832072/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113165354752832072' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113165354752832072'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113165354752832072'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/mr-smitherman-youve-got-mail.html' title='Mr. Smitherman, You&apos;ve Got Mail'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113759880597032847</id><published>2005-11-10T15:41:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-09-04T00:07:19.451-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Thank You for Supporting Me</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;My sincerest thanks to the people who have helped me. What you do gives me constant encouragement.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff9966;"&gt;John&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff9966;"&gt;Andrew&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff9966;"&gt;Jessica&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;I know how competitive some of you are; these next names are not in any particular order. Let me show appreciation to all of you:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Joe and Gloria Summers&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Hugh and Roberta Lee&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Michelle Henderson and Lju Kajganic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Lori and Max King&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Kathy and Greg Thompson&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Roni and Wayne Wickens&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Joe and Ginette Summers&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Sandra and Johan Pisters&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;David and Joanne Lee&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#660099;"&gt;Jeremy Summers and Sarah Scott&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cccccc;"&gt;And&lt;/span&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000066;"&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Shannon,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Kara,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Kayne,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Makenzie,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Tiffany,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Victoria,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Nicholas,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Samantha, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Nicole, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Michael,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Rachel,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;David,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;span style="color:#aa9939;"&gt;Kate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;And, &lt;p&gt;&lt;table&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Carol McAndrew&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Matthew McAndrew &lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;David McAndrew&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Matt McAndrew&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kelly Amos&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sheila Eccles&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Pauline and Wayne Isbester&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ted Chudleigh, M.P.P.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Jack and Ann Morrison&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Michlynn Walton&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Melissa MacLennan&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Krista Burden&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ernie Parsons, M.P.P.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Isidore and Marcelle Philosophe&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hy and Judy Sarick&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gerry and Gaetane Lacoursiere&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Heather Gilbae&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gordon R. Edwards&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sandy Gardner&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Rita Jakobschuk&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Rosanna Garcia&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Charlena Tucsok&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Cheryl and Ron Carlucci&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gloria Tomlinson&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kathy Muldoon&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Irene LaFrenais&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Lincoln Trudeau&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Laura Hunter&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Milan and Ljubica Kajganic&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;John Deighan&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Anne Brown&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dr. A. Ryley&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dr. P. Brownrigg&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Golden Horseshoe Serbian Association&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;The Black Dog Pub Staff and Patrons&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Beta Sigma Phi Sorority, Oshawa/Whitby&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shari Ross&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sue Turchet&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Sue Savoie&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Wendy Solway&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Shelley McMillen&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dr. E. Soucy&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dr. A. Sharma&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Dr. L. Liu&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Kate MacNaughton&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ray Rosenberg&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Nat Merenda&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Don Rodgers&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;Penny Ganetakos&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the many people who mailed postcards, whose names I do not have. Thank you all.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Thanks to those working behind the scenes in different ways promoting this case.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I apologize to anyone inadvertently omitted from these lists. I accidently removed names when I went back to correct my html formatting. Sorry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=113759880597032847#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113759880597032847?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113759880597032847/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113759880597032847' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113759880597032847'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113759880597032847'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/thank-you-for-supporting-me.html' title='Thank You for Supporting Me'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115106718311408560</id><published>2005-11-10T00:01:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-06-15T16:53:15.447-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Acronyms and Glossary</title><content type='html'>&lt;table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" border="3"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;Amplitude&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;The maximum strength of the current delivered along the electrical waves (wires) from the gastric stimulator to the stomach&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;CCAC&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Community Care Access Centre. Community Agency that coordinates nursing and other services for patients who need them. Sometimes called Home Care, but that doesn't truly reflect the breadth of services offered.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;Enteral Nutrition&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Nutrition infused directly into the gut via a GJ tube &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;GES&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gastric Electro-stimulation&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;G-J Tube&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Gastro-Jejeunestal tube. A feeding tube inserted into the small intestine. A nutritional formula is infused directly into the gut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;HDE&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Humanitarian Device Exemption&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" height="36"&gt;HHS&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Hamilton Health Sciences Corporation - includes McMaster University Site, Chedoke, Hamilton General, Henderson General Hospitals and Juravinski Cancer Centre &lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;HPN&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Home Parenteral Nutrition.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;Impedance&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;A measurement taken to see the resistance between the patient's body and the device. Impedance is extremely high immediately following implantation and should decrease in value as the body begins to accept the device.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle" height="36"&gt;LYS&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Life Year Saved. Life Years gained by a patient through use of new therapy&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;MAS&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Medical Advisory Secretariat&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;MBS&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Management Board Secretariat&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;MHLTC&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ministry of Health and Long Term Care. Also MOH&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;MUMC&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;McMaster University Medical Centre&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" height="36"&gt;OHTAC&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Ontario Health Technology Advisory Committee&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;Parenteral Nutrition&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Nutrition formulation infused intravenously. Also called TPN: Total Parenteral Nutrition &lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;QALY&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Quality Adjusted Life Year. A factor which quantifies a patient's quality of life in one year. 0.5 is recognized as the QALY for a bed-ridden patient&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign="top" align="middle"&gt;Volts&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;Electrical potential between two points along a connecting wire.&lt;br /&gt;In the WAVESS study, the voltage of the gastric stimulator was set to a constant of 2.6 v.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115106718311408560?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115106718311408560/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115106718311408560' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115106718311408560'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115106718311408560'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/acronyms-and-glossary.html' title='Acronyms and Glossary'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114596981726448971</id><published>2005-11-09T20:57:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-05-20T21:45:48.033-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Climate Change:  Parenteral Nutrition and the Environment</title><content type='html'>Electricity Consumption:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Additional refrigerator to store TPN and additives.........345 kwh/y &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Additional electricity used to occupy the time while infusing (lights/lamps/TV)..................................................... 142 kwh/y&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Electricity consumed by FloGard Pump........................139 kwh/y &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Increase in Garbage at the curb.....................................+ 20 %/wk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Increase in Automotive Exhaust: &lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Deliveries...idling in driveway...3.25min/month...157 g CO&lt;sub&gt;2&lt;/sub&gt;*/month&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Trips to MUMC....avg fuel econ. 12L/100 km....23.04 kg CO&lt;sub&gt;2&lt;/sub&gt;*/ trip&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;There is some additional CO &lt;sub&gt;2&lt;/sub&gt; generated through VON nursing visits, but this is not measurable, since the nurse would be completing home visits anyway, and does not regularly idle in the driveway. Same goes for the company that picks up the Sharps containers.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;Increase in Household water consumption:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Baths instead of showers.................................................53% more water used per bath&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Increase in Wastewater/Flush.......................................13 Lpf&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;sub&gt;&lt;/sub&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;super&gt;*&lt;/super&gt;Based on information available at &lt;a href="http://oee.nrcan.gc.ca/english/index.cfm?Text=N&amp;amp;PrintView=N"&gt;OEE&lt;/a&gt; &lt;div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114596981726448971?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114596981726448971/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114596981726448971' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114596981726448971'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114596981726448971'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/climate-change-parenteral-nutrition.html' title='Climate Change:  Parenteral Nutrition and the Environment'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114676361442684742</id><published>2005-11-09T20:29:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-07-23T20:55:35.553-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Non-Compliance Isn't Rebelling</title><content type='html'>Sometimes I'm accused of being non-compliant.&lt;br /&gt;And technically, that'd be right. But rebelling? Rebelling is an act of &lt;em&gt;conscious defiance&lt;/em&gt;; willful disobedience. Let's look at some mitigating factors that contribute to non-compliance in my particular case:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can't just yell "Cut! That's a wrap." at 7:00 p.m. and darken the set.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My teens do not drive. While they walk, ride a bike and get rides to/from various destinations, sometimes I'm the driver. They have commitments to teams, work, school, etc. Sometimes that involves me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My husband has a demanding job. His employer is sensitive to our special needs; nonetheless he has work to complete.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, I can and have infused meds and hydration in the car, waiting for some practice to finish up or getting to a tournament; but this is less than ideal as I do not use a portable pump. I make my pump portable when necessary. It's hard to correct 'Air' alarms in the vehicle. And people look at you funny.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I just do not keep meds down. I do not control it. I wish that I could change it. Know that if I could, I would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One serious allergic reaction takes me out of commission for that day and often the next.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's just say there are considerations that contribute to diminished responsibility.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114676361442684742?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114676361442684742/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114676361442684742' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114676361442684742'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114676361442684742'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/non-compliance-isnt-rebelling.html' title='Non-Compliance Isn&apos;t Rebelling'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-114312785627859335</id><published>2005-11-09T20:28:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2007-10-25T20:44:52.033-04:00</updated><title type='text'>What does $40,000 Buy?</title><content type='html'>The &lt;a href="http://chilee.blogspot.com/2006/02/simple-math.html"&gt;Savings &lt;/a&gt;to the Ministry of Health could have been used for:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999900;"&gt;With $80,000:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8 breast cancer survivors could have post-mastectomy reconstructive surgery&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;With $60,000:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 full-time counsellor in a Youth mental health Outpatient Clinic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#993399;"&gt;With $40,000:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;0.4 FTE staff in the TPN Clinic. Two additional days each week that an RN could be on hand to address patient needs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Treat another patient who has severe gastroparesis with GES Therapy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999900;"&gt;With $36,000:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Three cancer patients could receive intravenous drug therapy, each receiving a full course of treatment (6 cycles of therapy) using one of several new anticancer drugs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#cc6600;"&gt;With $30,000:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vaccinate 83 women with Gardasil, a vaccine proven to protect against HPV. HPV is the leading cause of cervical cancer. About 400 women die from cervical cancer in Canada every year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;0.3 Full-time Equivalent RN coverage in the Home Parenteral Nutrition Clinic. That's one additional RN covering 1-½ day in the clinic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#993399;"&gt;With $27,000:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 patient could receive photopheresis treatment (currently under review by OHTAC)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#999900;"&gt;With $20,000:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;0.2 Full-time Equivalent RN coverage in the Home Parenteral Nutrition Clinic. That's one additional RN covering one full day in the clinic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Treating 1 MS patient with Plasma Exchange Therapy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rituxan treatment for 1 patient (IV drug therapy for Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 Coronary Bypass Operation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A food bank in Ontario could acquire and distribute about $160,000 of food.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=18355067&amp;amp;postID=114312785627859335#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-114312785627859335?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/114312785627859335/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=114312785627859335' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114312785627859335'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/114312785627859335'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/what-does-40000-buy.html' title='What does $40,000 Buy?'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115457434598670971</id><published>2005-11-09T13:31:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-10-12T20:30:57.370-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Chris Becoming More Unstable</title><content type='html'>Very funny! The headline was referring to Tropical Storm Chris, brewing in the Atlantic, but it could've been me! Recap of this week, and it's only Wednesday:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday - Decided the &lt;a href="http://randomchilee.blogspot.com/2006/07/stonewash-in-vogue.html"&gt;stone-washed-look &lt;/a&gt; on the porch wasn't for me.  Didn't have any stone-coat left, didn't have enough time to go get more coating, get back, apply it and pick up Andrew from work, so, instead I took apart the interlock at the step, worked the base, added screening, leveled it out. John got home and finished it off. Step done. Decide to pass on the porch until there's no rain in the forecast and the temp drops below 35 degrees. In the meantime, Jessica was called to fill in for a team's missing goalie, which will mean back-to-back games if she decides to play. BBQ ran out of propane halfway thru cooking the roast....can't bear to use the oven, work-around found, dinner is served. Picked Jess up from work, home. She ate then loaded the car. She and John went to hockey.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday - Andrew's surgery. Arrive at hospital at 8:15 a.m. Leave hospital at 8:40 p.m. Got the knee x-rays done while I was there. Call Michelle and Lju to wish them Happy Anniversary, left room in the song for Andrew's happys.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday - Buy 2 more fans. Assemble them. Turn them on. Arrive hospital 10:30 a.m. Speak with Andrew's doc. Andrew discharged. Leave 1:30 p.m. Gently drive home, avoiding bumpy roads, manhole covers and announcing bumps so that Andrew can brace himself. Get his prescription filled. Get him into the house and settled. Take Jessica to work. Home. Convert living room into recovery room for Andrew. Call surgeon's office to arrange follow up for Andrew. Call to order meds for me. Find extra pillows for Andrew's knee, hip and arm. Michelle calls to see how we are faring. She's concerned about the newest patient and my hydration levels in the heat. This, as she is on her way to cut an acre of grass! I tell her to drink lots of water. She tells me to do the same. John home in time to pick Jessica up from work (9:30); oh, and if you're hungry, better pick up something to eat. Wish that I could take Andrew’s pain away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday - Wake up tangled in IV tubing which John thinks is pretty amusing. Nurse calls (7:45) to say she's on her way. Nurse here, done. Meds delivered. Respond to TPN Clinic email that I'm fine. No problems. All's well. Anne's used to this. I recap the events of these past 2 days. She understands that I am coping.&lt;br /&gt;Change Andrew's dressing.&lt;br /&gt;Go to Home Healthcare store to get supplies we need for Andrew. Drop skates off to be sharpened (because only Al can do the goalie hollow the right way). Go to pick up floor stripper (long saga to get this stuff) and find out they've moved since Saturday. Regret decision made earlier that it's too hot to wear a belt: my shorts are hanging gangsta'-style. Pick up skates. A spell of being unwell at Al's. Go to new location of flooring store. Pick up some essential groceries. Home. Messages.&lt;br /&gt;Jessica is called into work early. While she dons the uniform, I bring IV pole/pump to living room. Take meds out of fridge. Disconnect propane tank from BBQ and put into car. Since I'm taking Jess to work, I might as well get this while I'm out. I know I'm dry, but drinking isn't working out so well. I try a popsicle.&lt;br /&gt;So Jess is at work, I've got the propane tank filled. While I'm out I pick up dog food from the vet. Get movies at Blockbuster. Home.&lt;br /&gt;Who's around to carry this stuff out of the car? Andrew can't do it. Neighbors on both sides are on vacation. I leave the dog food for John (50 lbs and I did it once, thank you.) Connect the tank to the BBQ. Start to watch a matinee with Andrew. Run meds. Sit down. Start a bag of saline for hydration. Picture: Andrew in bed bandaged up, me with the IV.&lt;br /&gt;Movie's still running. I feed the dog. Bbq fish for dinner. Join Andrew for dinner. John gets home. I get another gallon of stone-coat for porch (I know it's going to rain, but I'm thinking Friday, then John can seal it on Sunday). Gotta get the IV pole back upstairs, but have to wait for John to get home again.&lt;br /&gt;I'm online writing this when I hear an "Oh, no!" from Andrew upstairs. Go to see what's what. His Pudding-Pop had fallen onto his chest, rolled to his abdomen, slipped off onto the bed, and settled on one of the pillows. So we can add remove chocolate pudding from the boy to things I’ve done today. I have a headache, my calves are cramping up. I get the vitamin solution out of the fridge. Gather up the tubing and syringes I need. I’m going to bed.&lt;br /&gt;Well, you know what that’s like: I’ll put away the dishes, grab whatever half-drink I’ve left in the fridge, let the dog out, give Andrew his meds, and see if he needs anything else. Let the dog in. Then it’s upstairs to add the vitamins to the TPN, mix the bag, hang the bag, prime the line, load the pump…&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If Chris is becoming more unstable, I don’t blame her a bit!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115457434598670971?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115457434598670971/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115457434598670971' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115457434598670971'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115457434598670971'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/chris-becoming-more-unstable.html' title='Chris Becoming More Unstable'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115462176085983779</id><published>2005-11-09T13:30:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-08-04T01:00:24.836-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Chris Losing Steam</title><content type='html'>Headline August 3, 2006.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Losing steam, no kidding. I need to recharge after the past few days.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At least it rained. Turned off a fan because it was too cool! Just one fan, but still.&lt;br /&gt;I wanted to vacuum upstairs, here's how that went: since I'll need to take the vacuum up the stairs, I might as well vacuum the stairs. And the dog's bed. And the front hall because that's where the vac is plugged in. And I think Andrew will be sleeping upstairs tonite, so I pack up the sofa bed. Might as well do the living room, since the vacuum's still plugged in. No sense leaving the dining room, so do that too. Then I took the vacuum upstairs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sign of the times: When I change Andrew's dressing, he snaps photos using his phone. Not photos of me, but of his wound, his personal &lt;em&gt;Life in the E.R.&lt;/em&gt; episode.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can tell that Andrew's feeling better. Today he saw I was limping and asked why. I told him that my knee was really sore today. "Don't be a baby, Mom," he responded. Yup. He's feeling better. Get your own water, son.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jess and I going out for our Annual Summer Movie Night.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115462176085983779?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115462176085983779/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115462176085983779' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115462176085983779'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115462176085983779'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/chris-losing-steam.html' title='Chris Losing Steam'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-113873046222778849</id><published>2005-11-09T12:23:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-10-22T14:44:34.293-04:00</updated><title type='text'>You Can Help</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="left"&gt;I am overwhelmed by your support in our mission to receive the treatment I require. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The application is in OHTAC's hands right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;It is expressly forbidden to contact members of the Assessment Committee Review Panel regarding technology that is under review.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can only get treatment if the Ministry of Health and its Divisions recognize gastric pacemakers as a standard of care for patients with severe gastroparesis. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Letters that discuss the need to include Gastric Electrical Stimulation in OHIP's list of insured services may be sent to:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hon. George Smitherman&lt;br /&gt;Minister of Health and Long Term Care&lt;br /&gt;80 Grosvenor St., 10th Fl.&lt;br /&gt;Hepburn Block&lt;br /&gt;Toronto, ON M7A 2C4&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please send a copy of your correspondence to your own M.P.P. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Find your &lt;a href="http://olaap.ontla.on.ca/mpp/daIndex.do?locale=en" target="_blank"&gt;M.P.P. &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;and copy to:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Ted Chudleigh, M.P.P., Halton&lt;br /&gt;100-192 Main St E.&lt;br /&gt;Milton ON L9T1N8&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Murray Martin, President and CEO Hamilton Health Sciences&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;1200 Main St. W. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Hamilton, ON L8N3Z5 &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ms. Mary MacLeod, Director, Specialty Adult Services&lt;br /&gt;1200 Main St. W.&lt;br /&gt;Hamilton Health Sciences, MUMC site&lt;br /&gt;Hamilton, ON L8N3Z5&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Send a letter to the hospital stating it's necessary that Hamilton Health Sciences allocates funding to the Gastric Electrical Stimulation Therapy Program to help patients with severe Gastroparesis.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-113873046222778849?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/113873046222778849/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=113873046222778849' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113873046222778849'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/113873046222778849'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/you-can-help.html' title='You Can Help'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115696745916621099</id><published>2005-11-09T12:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-09-01T20:38:06.820-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Run for the Cure</title><content type='html'>As you know, my sister Roni was diagnosed with breast cancer in August. Her surgery is scheduled for Friday. We hope that she and her medical team have detected the cancer early in the disease process.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In support of Roni and other Canadian women fighting breast cancer , I am participating in the Canadian Breast Cancer Foundation CIBC Run for the Cure, on Sunday, October 1st. I am asking for your support for a cause that is very important to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roni's friends and colleagues have registered a team called the A-List and they will run in Kingston. For now, I am a virtual member of the A-List. An honorary A-List-er, so to speak. Ask me today and I'll say I am not planning on running the course, but I am fundraising for the cause. With me, you never know...it's a month away... I could show up and run the course. I have set up my registration to collect donations online.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Donating online is quick, easy and secure. You can pay by credit card and within 30 minutes, you will receive a tax receipt for any donation that has been successfully received. Two dollars, five dollars, ten dollars...your donation will be added to the critical funds raised by the Run and will be directed towards research, education and awareness programs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To sponsor me, click on &lt;span style="color:#ffcc66;"&gt;Run for the Cure&lt;/span&gt; at the top of this page.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you experience problems with that link, you can find my sponsor site by visiting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.cibcrunforthecure.com"&gt;CIBC Run for the Cure&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then click on &lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;Donate to a Participant&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Search for &lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;Christine Lee&lt;/span&gt; running in &lt;span style="color:#ffcccc;"&gt;Kingston&lt;/span&gt; and my sponsor page will be displayed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you. We appreciate your support!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chris&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115696745916621099?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='https://www.cibcrunforthecure.com/html/personal_page.asp?track=1583715&amp;languageid=1' title='Run for the Cure'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115696745916621099/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115696745916621099' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115696745916621099'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115696745916621099'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/run-for-cure.html' title='Run for the Cure'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115469936622852153</id><published>2005-11-09T00:15:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-09-13T21:22:14.496-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Something Stinks.  It Isn't Me.</title><content type='html'>For 4 days, someone has been leaving the comment&lt;br /&gt;Stinks to be you. Ha Ha Ha.&lt;br /&gt;on the site.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If, after reading 20+ pages of postings, all you can say is that it must stink to be me, then I have not done a very good job here. And I think I &lt;em&gt;&lt;u&gt;have&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/em&gt; done a good job here. It doesn't stink to be me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It stinks...&lt;br /&gt;...to suffer the debilitating, unpredictable and uncontrolled symptoms of this disease.&lt;br /&gt;...that we must tolerate it when a treatment has been demonstrated to be both clinically and cost effective.&lt;br /&gt;...that I forget what feeling well is like.&lt;br /&gt;...that no matter what, I throw up each and every day.&lt;br /&gt;...that a decision has been made to spend more money on a therapy that results in a poor quality of life, instead of the more cost-effective therapy which results in a higher quality of life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It doesn't stink to be me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;I am an optimistic person. I look forward to being well again. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;My family is rich in love and generous with their compassion. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;I am lucky to know caring friends. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;I have kept a sense of humor throughout, for me and for you. Not everyday, but most. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;I have patience. I am honest.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;I am not perfect. I do not expect perfection in others. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;If you need me to do something, I will get it done. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;Something stinks, but it definitely isn't me.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115469936622852153?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115469936622852153/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115469936622852153' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115469936622852153'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115469936622852153'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/something-stinks-it-isnt-me.html' title='Something Stinks.  It Isn&apos;t Me.'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18355067.post-115557491120298442</id><published>2005-11-07T13:01:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2006-10-05T10:49:51.650-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Have a Hum-Drum Day</title><content type='html'>I order my own supplies from the CCAC Case Manager. Each time I place an order, I'm reminded of the time she came to the house to do an assessment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While patients are on CCAC service, their needs are assessed. The Case Manager evaluates the suitability of the services in use and may recommend that different, additional or fewer services be made available to the client.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was sometime last summer. John was out of town with work. Andrew was at home. Me. The dog. Jessica was finishing 3 days of work in Pickering. My meeting with Jenya would have to end by a specific time. I had to pick Jess up from the GO station.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I met Jenya at the door. The dog stole her shoes before I could warn her not to remove them. The questionnaire/evaluation form is completed online using her laptop. We get about 1/4 through the task, and I feel very unwell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I deal with it. We continue. The doorbell sounds. David has been inadvertently locked out of his house. No problem. Stay here until someone gets home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jenya is surprised to learn that despite not eating, I still prepare meals for others. I don't find it too surprising. I just figured that other people still need to eat. The dog needs to go out. The dog needs to come in. The dog goes out. The dog comes in. The dog apparently isn't feeling very well. He gets sick in the house.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I deal with it. We continue. Jenya is surprised to learn that despite not feeling well, I still do things every day. Jenya is surprised that I'm so independent with my meds and TPN. She offers to finish the interview another time because it's obvious I don't feel well. I tell her that we may as well do it now. I can't say for certain that any other day will be better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so it goes. Phone calls. Plans made. Plans changed. A friend's child was possibly having an allergic reaction. What advice could I give? Normal everyday stuff.  We're just wrapping up when Jessica calls. This is not a good sign. She's supposed to be on the train already.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She has been on the train. But she took it east instead of west and now she's in Oshawa! The easternmost station of the commuter rail system! She tells me which train she will be on, heading to points west, and approximately what time it will arrive here. Thank goodness she's a problem solver.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somebody had a commitment that evening. I don't remember who or what, but I know I made some calls and worked around this latest obstacle. I said to Jenya, "If we're done here, I've got to take care of this." She tells me that if she has any further questions, she'll be in touch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next day brings a blizzard of phone calls. Jenya has contacted everyone involved with my care, at the community level, and at the hospital. Her message: We are not doing enough for this client. We need to do more. Do you know how tough this is? You would not believe what she's going through!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am contacted by a person from each level of care: TPN Clinic, VON Team Leader and the Home Nurse. I tell them each the same thing. They are doing all they can to help me with the HPN and hydration therapy. The symptoms associated with gastroparesis are unrelenting, unforgiving and unpredictable. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, I agreed with all, sometimes it &lt;em&gt;would&lt;/em&gt; be a nice break to have a hum-drum day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="right"&gt;&lt;a href="#top"&gt;Top&lt;/a&gt; &lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/18355067-115557491120298442?l=chilee.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/feeds/115557491120298442/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=18355067&amp;postID=115557491120298442' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115557491120298442'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/18355067/posts/default/115557491120298442'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://chilee.blogspot.com/2005/11/have-hum-drum-day.html' title='Have a Hum-Drum Day'/><author><name>Christine</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16223008179199164464</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='32' height='32' src='http://bp0.blogger.com/_2SuUnP-O3PM/Ru_UgxzQA-I/AAAAAAAAAQs/rJKOAr7uqSM/s200/img009.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry></feed>
